when you meander for a few days through life just not feeling "it". you don't know what you're missing, if anything, but there's a gap somewhere in the days that seems to want to suck joy out of you through a straw, so you ask yourself, "what am i supposed to do? how can i get back into gear?" and the answer comes as you make up your bed with your griping attitude...just walk. in obedience, with love, one step at a time.

because feelings catch up someday. life doesn't slow down, the chores keep reoccurring, the daily stuff is always there even when you want it all to go away, so just be obedient. the joy you crave doesn't find its roots in chipper emotions and giddy expressions. joy comes by way of worship in the soul that is steadfast and persistent in just walking forward.

let love and faithfulness never leave you. bind them around your neck write them on the tablet of your heart